From dream job in Bangalore to daily panic: Why starting something good can still feel overwhelming

“I (23 F) got into my dream company with 2× the package I demanded.” On paper, everything looks perfect. A dream offer, a big move to Bangalore, a great office, good food, kind colleagues, and even a head start before joining. In fact, “I came here a week before my joining date to be prepared and loved those 5-6 days.”

But then something changed.
“Since I've joined my office this Monday - I'm crying every 60-70 mins. Like full on panic attacks. Can't breathe.”


This is the part no one talks about.

When Everything Is Right, Why Does It Feel So Wrong?

“I sit with tears rolling down my cheeks on my desk. I call my parents and partner from the bathroom stall.”

There is no obvious problem. In fact, “Kuch kaam bhi nahi diya. Sirf mandatory training and all.”

“Why is this happening to me.”

This question sits at the center of the experience.

The Hidden Shock of Change

Even when change is positive, it is still change. “Everything is good. People are nice. We get nice food, great office, and a structured environment.”

And still— “Abhi kal subah office Jana hai and I'm dreading, crying like a school kid.”

At the same time, reality kicks in: “I got this job after so long.”

You’ve Done This Before — So Why Now?

“I also have prior experience of working at an MNC at my home town. Similar culture so not everything is new.”

But one key difference stands out: “Bas usme hybrid tha, I had to go only two days.”

Small steps matter more than big decisions right now.
“Should I call my mom here for a few days?”

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